When referring yourself to the Eating disorders team it can be really scary. You can feel like you don’t need it, that you don’t have a problem, that you may get judged by the team or loved ones or just generally fearful of change, losing the Eating disorder or the unknown.
I had all these thoughts and feelings myself but I can assure you it is not the case. There is still such a lot of stigma around Eating disorders and that if you don’t look or act a certain way then you can’t possibly have one but this is not true. ED’s have a way of making you doubt yourself as it doesn’t want you to seek help, but the fact that you are here, reading this is a big sign that you do.
The ED team were welcoming and non-judgemental towards me. They were with me throughout every step of my recovery and I wouldn’t be here writing this, without them. Being referred was the best thing I have ever done.
Remember “The only impossible journey, is the one you never begin”